Lanz Domicile

another failure sheet

2009-05-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

FEEL WELL; YOU’RE WORTH A MILLION

We are just too nosy about our lives, aren’t we? Too nosy that leads us to come up into bewilderment. That’s just us, PEOPLE.

Everything that resides has its own purpose as they say. But why do people appeared to know nothing about it and worse, even tries to search for it. You may say that basically it was just the most appropriate drastic action one could do. But it was just way too illogical. Why suffer bleakness when you can have the option to decide what to do and what to not?

Some seeks their very purpose just to feel great and to be satisfied. Why not make life much simpler? Living a simple life doesn’t conclude that you’re a mediocre yourself. You could always be on top of others just as you will. There’s just millions of reasons why not to seek for your purpose. Why? Your purpose already exists and you’re just afraid to accept it.

People usually settle on anticipation which created a whole new dimension of illusion for them to fall and to live with, in layman’s term~ FOOLISHNESS. They tend to create a place of their own and embellish it with the things they loved. Was that even called as the essence of searching oneself? One could spoil their journey in seeking their purpose just because of this. If you really mean it, deny yourself before your being and left it behind. That would probably help you on your way. But again, there’s no use of giving your self a hard time when the fact already exists.

Try to look yourself upon a crystal clear mirror. What do you see? Silly you are, everyone knows it’s your REFLECTION. But what’s behind you? Can you see it? It’s not your background that I’ve been pointing out but the replica of your own. Even without the aid of a mirror you alone know what is behind the fancy image in front of it. That is you and that is what you are meant for.

Nobody could have ever felt being aggrieved if he doesn’t allow pain to catch him. You should know what your worth is. Knowing your worth is as good as knowing your purpose. It creates a clear pathway for you to follow. When you know yourself, you know what you’re up to. But a new twist draws in the scenario of the story. People themselves usually do not accept fact as it is. With that, knowing your purpose is visibly seen worse than dim.

It’s not the rank nor the fame nor the wealth that counts in telling who you are. It’s just you. All of these are just spices that make ones life even meaningful. There’s much more in you that are yet to be unleashed to help build and gain the confidence in you. There are just countless reasons why we should feel good about ourselves and you don’t need much financial assistance to gain it. Just find a space of your own and give enough time for you to be able to self-reflect. Loving yourself doesn’t mean that you’re selfish. That’s just how it was really meant to be.

Now is the perfect time to close the doors of agony and misery. Take charge of yourself and live life like never before. Know what’s your worth is and live with it. Dispatch the negative vibes in you and bring out the best in you. Open the doors for development and changes. Sooner or later your life will dramatically evolve to something that you less expects it to happen. The key to feel like you’re worth a million is just a decision away.

TIRED

2009-02-01T06:19:00.000-08:00

weeee...
dear READERS
i know it's a bit annoying how could
i possibly stop writing here without any
announcement of doing so
but ehehehe
"GOMENESAI"
"SORRY"

my life lately was a bit stressful
thus, making it hard for me
to grasp even a single second just to
give you the latest buzz about me
but anyways...
i'll try to cover things up
and anyways...
ehehehe
i'm so sorry for not GREETING all of you
a HAPPY NEW YEAR!
it's 2009 and still things
remains to be the same..
duh.. how boring.. ^.^

to all my fellow mixed-blooded beings having a chinese blood runnning
through their effin VEINS
KUNG HIE FAT CHOI
"HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!"
weee...
unlike the previous years
GAWD
this NEW YEAR WAS damn BORING!
no celebration no TIKOY
no everything
except to an annoying FACT of
being MISERABLE
this is just too SANE

anyways...
i have tons of new FANDOMS nowadays
ahahahaha
topping the list is the ever hot hunky bad boy looking stud called JANG GEUN SEOK!
weeee...
EVIDENCE: try to watch his movies...
even your TV sets will be set on FIRE~
wee just kidding
NEXT
TAEGOON...
the NEW Rookie in TOWN
came from the COMPANY where
EUGENE was handled with
gee...
say HOT!
H-------------O-------------T
those dance grooves, priceless smiles, lovable voice
heck heck heck!
simply DELICIOUS!
ahahahaha

by the way our dear
girlicious tootsie-pop candy-like sweethearts SNSD
grabs once again the MUSIC scene through their COMEBACK!
with the SINGLE GEE...
wee... kinda addictive
it's warm and light
a good stress reliever
ahahaha
incase you don't have any "DADABELLS"

lately as well...
i find myself creating tons of WALLPAPERS
i mean editing at PHOTOSHOP
and i was like
are these my works?
ahahaha
they're quite good
QUALITY is 7 out of 10, not bad right?
weee...

i think i'll be concluding this chit chat for now
be bcak later with lots of exciting revelations!
keep posted!
don't miss it!
love you all!

yet another DESIGN

2008-12-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

so again..
i was left to thinking
what other design should be done
our MEDIA adviser wasn't SATISFIED with the previous one
and DAMN IT!
i'm the one to BLAME 'bout the matter
i hurried to do the CHANGES..
and i'm quite glad that it turn
out RIGHT..
whew!

...

this and that

2008-12-06T22:04:00.000-08:00

uhm
let's just say that my week was a tiring one
ehehehe
i've been doing lots of stuffs
and it's was like mind draining and all
anyways.
it's DECEMBER already!
havent think of it not until
a sudden thought popped up
from nowhere..
DECEMBER= PARTY!!!
yeahboi!
PARTY!!!
ahahahahaha
countless events are yet to be experienced!
i can't wait for my new outfits!!
ahahahaha
we're also practicing i mean the band thingy
we do like to present something special to those events
anyways...
yesterday was like...
whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?
in a just a simple snap
i was there in front of the radio announcer
and i was in the studio
what the hell did i do?
hahahahaha
me and my clubmates were interviewed 'bout
the media arts thingy
and i was like..
hey they just pulled me out from my place
then in a sudden time
i was now being interviewed?
what the!
anyways..
i have lots of fun doing it!
so no bad feeling at all
and hey...
that was like
my first time
being a MEMBER of the team
but they have gone me to work already like
i was the one who designed the OFFICIAL LOGO
of the club!
ahahahahaha
wanna take a peak?
here it is

just RANT

2008-12-05T03:02:00.000-08:00

i need someone who can extricate me from the hell i'm on

i need someone retort my emptiness
i need someone who can furbish me
i need someone who can rebuke the upcoming damnation yet to be expreinced
am i that desperate to be happy?
or is it just a lust of my illusion?
am i going to be punished if i will try to compensate it all with all my will?
when will i find my true happiness?
can you answer these never-ending questions of mine?
or like others, you will turn your back
and never return to me again?
my search for happiness indeed has already started
but i'm already tired of searching
i don't want to wait as well
to wait in vain with nobody to expect
that's just too ridiculous
love is beyond the meaning comprehension
without much analysis, there's no way
you can understand it,
if you don't know love well
don't even think to try
you would not like to be left in
a four-cornered-room crying....
i don't believe that everybody should give it a shot...
don't despise all minute beginnings
for all huge ones came from it
if you don't want to be hurt badly like me
then keep your ass on your seat
and just live life the way you want it to be

how to steal a kiss

2008-11-24T05:25:00.000-08:00

ehehehe

i dunno

if it works fine with you

haven't tried it

but i will and i must

here's the real score

[courtesy of BABY AND ME~ MOVIE]

you were in a group of four and more

someone insist to have a drink

then ask two from the group to

provide one

if both of you are left alone

now you can do the SWEETEST CRIME!

this technique can be used vice-versa

i mean, both sexes could...

if you're a third then it's up to you

hahahahaha

girl: oh my..."sigh"

boy: why?

girl: nothing.. i just love the scene

so warm and comfy...

isn't it a great night?

boy: yes.. i think so...

girl: uhm.. yeah.. before i forgot

i have something for you

boy: yeah?"looks right into your face"

girl:"assume you have something to get in the pocket"

go for gold while your partner is still staring at you, eager to know what it is~ assume you already got the thing

you want to give, then ...

face him right in front

and steal that sweet kiss of him

then run away

isn't it great?

ahahaha

i lab it!!

~tips is brought to you by me~

Hiatus for SOME important REASONS

2008-11-18T05:28:00.000-08:00

oh yeah
i've been on hiatus for almost a week or two
if you guys still got no idea about it
well i have to give a buzz for you
this won't be great
but after reading it, i know you will also
feel what i am feeling right now

Nov. 11, 2008
an unexpected twist upon my peaceful life
happened
i was comfortably sleeping when a great terrifying nightmare
cause me to wake on my senses
i can barely hear and feel my heart beat
and it is on its fastest speed i've ever experience
well... since it was dawn
i decided to sleep again
but by the morning of the said date
the irregular rate of my heart beating
unstoppably continued
to my surprise i was left in vain
in some drastic thoughts one can ever thought
i was racing with my breath and i can't even grasp
a single second to stay calm
therefore without much thinking
i rushed to the ER
then by then, my CARDIOLOGIST
decided to confine me and done numerous lab test
to investigate this sudden occurrence
my MOM was almost shattered into
pieces since she's the only one
who is taking charge of me
i stayed for 3 days and two nights at the HOSPITAL
it wasn't that boring since
i chose the best room one can have
but the ambiance was not a relief at all
the doctors find out a MIND-WRECKING
reality... i got RHD
what the hell is that?
it's RHEUMATIC HEART DISEASE
and it was said that people having this kind of disease
won't live long before they reached 35 years of age
i was left in a total state of BLANKNESS
but i coped fast
i still can't believe it
but i know, my faith will bring me
to HEALING and i will live long

here's some of my selca moments at ER /HOSPITAL:

from this moment onwards
i'll be taking medicine that will miraculously control
the beating of my heart
and i will undergo a 5 year treatment medication
to ensure my safety and HEALTH

above all this i am not afraid
GOD will always be by my side
that's a FACT!
for now i'll be soliciting prayers from you
hope you will include me in your prayers...
be healthy everyone!

Hello My LADY! hits ME!

2008-10-30T06:22:00.000-07:00

16 episode
an hour plus time frame
terrific casting
a whole new blast of COMIC DRAMA SERIES
is YET to be experienced if you haven't watched it
the story was great and LIGHT
i enjoyed watching it
you should try it!

I Want to

2008-10-29T07:42:00.000-07:00

how i wish to
make that PIC
into REALITY
i USED to dream to such stuffs
and I don't KNOW
if it can be REALIZED soon
but i will WORK hard for it!
NOTHING will be IMPOSSIBLE!

Thou Shall not EXPECT much

2008-10-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

it seems like
the never-ending-roller-coaster-ride
of CRUELTY and AGONY of mine
will not come up yet to its END anytime soon
it's a TERRIFYING fact
that i should FACE!
too much EXPECTATIONS
will make ONE suffer
in accordance with that
i have now decided to make my LIFE
at ease by not MAKING things COMPLICATED
sounds easy bit it's DAMN HARD
for sure
aish
wish that i could find my NIRVANA soon
aigoo!

A moment of PAUSE

2008-10-27T18:46:00.000-07:00

PAUSE
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there was a still sound of SILENCE
i pause for awhile like 2 minute or more
i realized that i missin someone
someone who is DEAR to me
and yeah! i'm right!
haven't seen him doin stuffs for sometime already
and i'm badly need a DOSE of him NOW
anyways..
while i'm on my WAY on
sojourning BLOGS
i accidentally bump with ate CHI's
and there my CRAVING for DONGHAE was filled
i saw a VID of HIM
probably taken from CHINA
to where he RESIDES right
now because of the SUJU M
well
i really missed HIM a LOT!
enjoy this one
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Enrollment CHAOS

2008-10-27T04:20:00.000-07:00

DAMN it!
i've been tiresomely WAITING
to be ENROLLED yet the stupid LOSER
procedures in making the SHITTY grades of ours
is so horrifically SLOW!
i've been waiting in vain for almost a week running two
yet... SAME outcome prevails by the END of the DAY
grrrr!
i so hate WAITING!
but still thanks for the LAMENESS!
that means more time for my DVD galore stuffs
and more SLEEPING heaven to experience!
but still i'm not in at ease!
damn SCHOOL!
damn management!
aigo!

FUN in the SUN

2008-10-26T07:41:00.000-07:00

yeah it's me
wandering up with the sun
i've been doing this lately for NO
specific REASON
i love being OUTSIDE
it's like FREEING yourself
and CONFIRMING maybe twice or thrice
your LIBERTY!
ahhhh
it's GOOD to feel WELL
in and out!

just give it a "HOT SHOT"!

2008-10-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

did i just say HOT SHOT?
omo!
it's really a big shot if you LOVE hot shot!
yeah
you might probably say that ...
"duh, LANZ you are so OUTDATED this was like 48 years ago!"
but hey, who the hell CARES!
the casting was great
the effects, i bet you don't want to miss!
is ridiculously GREAT!
i never thought this kind of SERIES would kick my BUTT
since i'm NOT really into SPORTS
but yeah... it DO rocks!... A LOT!
check it for yourself!

Why Does it Hurts?

2008-10-25T07:30:00.000-07:00

i would not dream to have such
a situation same as Oh Dal Ja's
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
that would be so MEAN!
anyways... eye got teary-eyed lately when i
asked for apology to the one whom i have offended
HE was like not listening and i was insulted
i CRIED, 'till that time only he realized that
i was sincere like HELL
and he was SORRY for me
he was like thinking that it might be
too childish, but he did not
EXPECT that it would be such a BIG deal for ME
but it really HURTS...
huhuhu

Damn IT!

2008-10-24T19:35:00.000-07:00

my MOM is too JUDGMENTAL
and i perfectly HATE it!
she's SO annoying like HELL!
but what can I do?
she's STILL my mom.
damn it!
i'm not ANGRY just because of that
but because she's accusing ME
keeps on ranting about this and that
which are ridiculously LIES!
plus... her over-high pitched trumpet-like VOICE
worsen the SCENARIO!
gawd...
this is a LIVING hell!!!

Life SHOULD BE

2008-10-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

one must have wonder why it has to be like this
the way things occurs
it's very hard to TELL what will happen NEXT
lately i've been DOING something GREAT
it makes me FEEL that i don't have to
THINK what should be DONE
it's a LIFE that has NO plan
yet FILLED with FUN
though we should admit that
this KIND of life brings no FUTURE
but i guess the MOST important FACT
that we should consider is that
LIVING this kind of LIFESTYLE makes us HAPPY
one should remember that LIFE is SHORT
we have to make use out of it
PLANNING the agenda of you LIVING
is A TWO-THUMBS up stuff
long as you are ENJOYING what you're doing
and you don't over work your BODY

Dal Ja's Spring, Captivating?

2008-10-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

whew...
say what?
i'm TOTALLY speechless
22 episodes which eats an hour plus!
gee... it must be really GOOD
for me to stick with it
Oh Dal Ja shi, aja!
ehehehehe

i love this SERIES!
though the plot was SO not LIKE me
but i do LOVE it no matter what it is
LOVE is really something
that you can't easily understand
i even think and consider that there's
no SUCH person who'll be a PRO
in terms of LOVE
all of US are whores and reckless, perfectly INSANE!
if TRUE LOVE occurred
some of US might have done
the WORST things in LIFE
or maybe did some PUNISHABLE acts just
for LOVE SAKE
but what can we do ABOUT it?
in this WAY i think LOVE
teaches us the REALITY
that we are TRULY UNIQUE
in our own MINUTE ways
naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
look who's talking... now
ehehehehehe
a TEEN age FELLOW who does not even
KNOW love at ALL
and THERE'S no need for me
to RUSH...
though i know that TIME is GOLD
but i know for certain that
TRUE love COMES unexpectedly and should not be LOOKED for
ehehehehehe

soompi FUN

2008-10-19T19:08:00.000-07:00

yeah it's been awhile
since my LAST VISIT
at SOOMPI
ehehehehe
i don't know for certain but
i just did it
fast browsing was never been this
FUN... guess i have been so
OUTDATED...
hahahahahha

CAKE for HAE

2008-10-18T08:08:00.000-07:00

MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION for my DEAREST DONGHAE
haven't ended YET
late afternoon this VERY DAY
i've decided to BUY a CAKE
a BIRTHDAY would be meaningless without it
ehehehe...RIGHT?

so here's your CAKE
DONGHAE HYUNG!
enjoy!

Witch Yoo HEE Madness

2008-10-18T07:49:00.000-07:00

Witch Yoo Hee MADNESS struck me!
gee... yeah i know
this has been shown long time ago
BUT... i can't help but WATCH it all over again
it does not FAIL to PAINT a smile on my FACE
i so LOVE YOO HEE's MEANNESS
and Wu Long's INNATE CLOWN CHARACTER
ahahahahaha
the SUPERMAN thingy also
makes me go CRACKIN' UP!
if you haven't watched it
YOU BETTER SEARCH IT
and have a MARATHON on it!
it's a 16 episode SERIES
1:48 hours per episode or more
TRULY WORTH TO BE WATCHED!

an EMO get UP

2008-10-17T20:49:00.000-07:00

it was yesterdays
INSANITY fever that made me
decide for a sudden change of GET UP
ehehehehe
i went to a hair stylist and
demanded to have an EMO cut
hahaha
it was hilarious since
i so HATE EMO stuffs
but well...
what do i have to say
i just DID it
for no reason
hahahaha
want to see my newly cut hair?
here it is...
hahahaha
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the vast darkness of the NIGHT

2008-10-17T20:24:00.000-07:00

last night me and my cousins decided to sojourn
the streets of our town
the MOON was oh, so BRIGHT
and it was really CAPTIVATING
the stars as well are gently SHINNING
it was a perfect PICTURESQUE
the breeze was a 10 out of 10!
if it was meant for date of LOVERS
that night would be a PERFECT NIGHT
to enjoy and share their love to each other
now
as we... rushed towards the gate
someone approached me from nowhere
he was asking asking for my name
since it was kinda DARK
i did not clearly see his IMAGE
so i decided to move near the lighted place
to my SURPRISE i found out that he was
a GOOD-LOOKING guy...
with a great complexion, perfect smile and nose
he is simply HANDSOME!
i asked HIM why...
i mean the name asking thing
he TOLD me that was following me
for some time already
and he wants to befriended with ME
i felt something great deep inside
and YES...
i introduced my self before him
and HE as well did the same thing
we get a long very fast
and it was COOL
ehehehehe
great NIGHT huh?
yeah!
it's great to have another person
listed on my friends list...
ehehehe...

DID you MISS me?

2008-10-17T20:15:00.000-07:00

i'm BACK!!!
an almost week-long HIATUS was
arrggggghhhhh
BORING!
i so missed blogging a LOT!
ehehehe

A Late Birthday Tribute Post

2008-10-17T19:51:00.000-07:00

so yeah
OCTOBER 15 is the DAY!
it was really mind-draining
i know that DAY was supposedly meant to be EXTRA SPECIAL
but TONS of SHITS WORKS occurred
BUT...
those mess did not HINDER me
to DO what has to be DONE
ONES birthday occurs ONCE a YEAR
so I must pay MUCH attention to it!

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it was OCTOBER 5, 1986 when
the HEAVENS decided to offer the WORLD
one of its GREATEST TREASURES above
a healthy, heaven-sent SON was given birth by
a HUMBLE PRETTY MOM at the peaceful PROVINCE OF MOKPO, KOREA
the WORLD rejoiced at IT
the BOY was meant to BE a treasure for those who have known HIM
and UNTIL now that BOY continues to GIVE hope
to those who need it MUCH
and have brought JOY to those who are in PAIN
He was named DONG HAE...
EAST SEA if translated
given the surname of LEE
it does make a SENSE for an INDIVIDUAL
to SAY his NAME is truly SPECIAL!
blessed with TONS of GOD-given TALENTS
and blessed with ALMOST-perfect LOOKS
he seemed to be MEANT to be A STAR
and that is what HE is NOW

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and so much for the GEEKY INTRO of my
FAVE KOREAN ARTIST
i did celebrate HIS BIRTHDAY for real
ehehehehe
a simple CHEESE BURGER and MANGO shake
was MADE by ME to celebrate with HIM
ehehehehehe
here it is
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CHEESE BURGER is LOVE!!!

MANGO SHAKE of MINE is HEAVEN!

and so that's it
i bought a cake also
but i did not bother to took some pics
of it since i was too tired to do so...
ehehehehe
AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE HYUNG!
long LIVE!
stay strong and HEALTHY!
be HAPPY!

I'm HURT but not that MUCH!

2008-10-07T03:46:00.000-07:00

"LIFE is not meant for PERFECTION"
TRUE or NOT, i really don't GIVE A DAMN on it
i was NEVER BEEN PERFECT so i guess it's true
but I'M TRYING TO BE LIKE ONE so perhaps it must be FALSE as well
lalalalalala
stop this NONSENSE TOPIC!
so are you going to ask me something again?
like, "how was my day?"
hmmmmmnnnnn...
it was ridiculously PERFECT, almost, but it was RUINED
by a nerve wracking FACT that I have encountered
that WE(me and my crushie) can NEVER ever be put into a REAL STUFF
that's kind of... a PAIN in the ASS!
another FACT...
from now on... I WILL NEVER UNDERESTIMATE PEOPLE AGAIN
GOD... how can I turned to be too judgmental
when all I know is that I'm almost if not a perfectly perfect image of a SAINT
hehehehe
it does HURT... a LOT!

MOVE ON LANZ!
it's not the END of the WORLD!

let me THINK

2008-10-03T18:37:00.000-07:00

was it yesterday
or the day before yesterday?
well... i don't really care
hahahaha
but one thing is sure for certain
I LOVE THE FEELING OF BEING IN LOVE!
i do think that we share the same FEELINGS
and hope i'm right!!!
blah.. blah.. blah

i'm just spamming around
i'm really bored!

New MOvie to WATCH!!

2008-10-02T19:49:00.000-07:00

while browing the NET
i have encountered this coming
star studded movie TRAILER
called "ANTIQUE BAKERY"
which consist of the male lead stars from
GOONG(PRINCESS HOURS), COFFEE PRINCE and etc.
here's the said trailer..
enjoy...
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The Funny Version of Makulay ang Buhay with the CI's

2008-10-02T19:41:00.000-07:00

to keep the NURSING DAYS FEVER
here's one of the HIGHLIGHTS of yesterdays
GRAND DREAM NIGHT
of which a comic presentation was performed by
our SIZZLING HOT CI's
they made our NIGHT!
want to watch the VIDEO?
sure...
done uploading it in youtube
so here it is
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Memorable DAY

2008-10-02T17:06:00.000-07:00

SPEECHLESS
yeah... i am speechless!
i thought that the nursing days would be as LAME as HELL
but it was the other way around
it was SUPERB!
i really enjoyed it!
wahahahahaha
and i so LOVE it!
since i am SPEECHLESS
let these PICS tell you in behalf of me

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A drastic call for help

2008-10-01T14:59:00.000-07:00

so there was a call
tons of text messages
i did not bother to care since i was still inside the church
but just because the call was persistent i thought
that something might be wrong
i took a peek at my phone and found flooding missed calls
and storming text messages... in less than a second
my phone began to rang again
this time i've picked it up
it was the city's sk federated chairman
and she said that they need someone to MC
to PROXY and have thought that I may
be suited well to the said drastic call
for no reason though still in doubt
my mouth uttered YES...
to my surprise i was left speechless
later on, i found her in front of me
giving the PROGRAMME in person
god.. i felt like i'm SPECIAL
ehehehehehe
anyways..
that's all for today...
i'll be back for more issues...
hehehehe

A Fresh New Look

2008-09-30T22:15:00.000-07:00

finally... finally!
so guys... how's the NEW look of my PAGE?
CRAPPY? oh well... i bet it is
anyways...
i've been loving my life since MONDAY
i just don't know the reason WHY
but i just DID
okay... so i've been missing yesterday
it was all because... i was damn tired
because lots of things occurred
INCLUDING me and my CRUSH having a sweet conversation in PERSON!!!
waaaaaaaaaaaah... i was like.. OMO!
surely ### got a nice VOICE!
and of course... my other crush got into trouble.. hahahaha
which have cause me into cracking up my tummy down...
but i do pity #### because all have been done
yet i did not bother to FEEL it
hahahahaha
anyways... i hope you guys are in GOOD health...
omo!!!
tomorrow's gonna be a BIG DAY!
if you know what i mean...

The DESIGNER's DESIGN

2008-09-26T22:02:00.000-07:00

so okay
the class were discussing 'bout
the NURSING DAYS stuffs
i got no point of listening
so did not bother to do so
the class decided to have a uniform shirt
to be worn in accordance with the event
and the shirts color would be black
but then again i thought
that it's DONE already
now here comes the CHAOS
they wanted to have DESIGN
they have first thought of sharing the same design with the
other SECTIONS.. but some are quite greedy
and THEY want to HAVE OWN design that
will STAND OUT amongst others
and so... by my biggest SHOCK
they announced that I'll be the one
who will be doing the DESIGN
and the EXPECTATION does rise
GOOOOOSH!!!
anyways..
i am DONE in making the DESIGN
and it's QUITE CRAPPY
but way much better than the DESIGN of others
so here it is...
vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

uhm... say LOTs of things HAPPENED

2008-09-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

uhm...
i have received a new OLD DIGICAM
ehehehe
hand me down?
yup.. from my MOM
but who cares it still works!!!
ahahahaha

i loved it even if it's kinda old

at least i have one

quite a stereotype one? who cares!

well..
nothing really special
is going on my life
like... i've been enjoying it much
since i don't feel any pressure at all
so okay...
since my mind was kinda
CRAP!... i did CAMWHORING
or shall i introduce you the TERM
SELCA PIX...
self+cam= SELCA!!!
wahahaha
vvv...so here are some of it...vvv

and a pic with mah MOM

GOMAWO OMMA!!!

Day with my Crushes!!!

2008-09-23T03:45:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala
i so love being HAPPY all day long
H-A-P-P-Y
yeah!... i'm happy at last!
the DAY itself was quite NOT interesting
but the COMPANY i'm with TODAY was GREAT!
hahahaha
well... a day with your CRUSHES is really that great huh?
it was SUPER FUN!
it was ecstasy in real motion
i mean... MHEN! it was SUPERB!

'Til there WAS ME...

2008-09-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

half AWAKE
half SLEEPING
i really don't know what I'm feeling

I must be OVER THINKING 'bout
everything...

I SO WANT TO HAVE A BREAK!

and I so wanna TALK with "TOOOOT"

it may sound absurd but...
I'm MADLY DEEPLY IN LOVE with the PERSON
who drives me CRAZY now

anyways...

the MIROTIC of TVXQ is FREAKING HOT!!!

i so LOVE it!

Pain First Before Blessings

2008-09-19T03:00:00.000-07:00

the start of my DAY was a BIG
CATASTROPHE!
waked up with the feeling heaviness
because my HEAD hurts...and my eyes too
i went to the doctor
and was given a new pair of glasses...

^ this is ONLY 5000 pesos... very cheap... i know...^

but the event did not spoil the totality of my DAY
I've just received a WATCH named WENGER SWISS MILITARY
and gawsh...
it costs $225... yeah DOLLARS!!!
whew...
i also received lots of SHIRTS and stuffs
fresh from US...

oh well...
so here's the watch...

^the cover box^

^my new lovely watch!!^

and yeah i love my new ball as well...

A BIG "WHoa"!!!

2008-09-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

Charice never failed to AMAZE me
yep... I saw her on OPRAH
and i was really moved by the
peculiar event that occured
CELINE DION invited her to her CONCERT
and CHARICE was left speechless
and NOW...
O mY GoSH!!!
it's a dream made into a REALITY!!!
ENVY mode... here
gosh...!
GALING MO CHARICE!!!

Bitchy Beach?

2008-09-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

yeah this might be SORT OF
delayed NEWS... but hey
who the HELL cares!!!
this is MY BLOG and NOBODY would tell
me what to post and when to do so...
SO...
SEPTEMBER 14,2008
at exactly 10:00 am...
me myself decided to go to school
excited as HELL...
i rushed unto it
because the KINETICS CLUB AND KPAG DANCERS
in which i have affiliation with
decided to have a RECREATIONAL PARTY by the BEACH
but before anything else...
JOINING the said EVENT was never been easy
like... SEPTEMBER 12 no... perhaps the dawn of SEPTEMBER 13
i was caught by my MOM wide awake in my room
at 3 of DAWN... she was fierce like HELL
like she rushed to me and
gave me a ground-shaking SPANK and kicks...!
she did that because she don't want to see me
stressed OUT.. but out of ANGER
i was left bruised...
so that incident even rise the tension
between me and MOM...
at first... she decided that i there's no WAY
that i can COME to the event
but... THANK GOD
for my heavenly TALENT
i tried manipulating Dads decision by
shedding some tears while asking permission
with my ground-breaking-best-actor performance
AT last!!! DAD decided just the WAY i want it to BE...
MOM can't do a thing since Dads voice is
the VOICE of the WHOLE HOUSE...
so such much for the PAIN story junkies...
let me give you a sneak peak
of my BEACH ESCAPADE!
it was FUN!... REALLY FUN!
boy!!!
i enjoyed it a LOT!!!

look me straight into my EYES!

love the beach!

love the trees

loving the fresh breeze

wow!!! love the birds by the sea

i so love the SEA!

isn't it PERFECT?

well till next beach fun...
ehehehe

Look WHo's Gonna Eat Up America

2008-09-11T02:14:00.000-07:00

look who's on her way to AMERICA
boy..! it BoA!!
hmmmmmmmmnnn...
lemme see what she has got
can she handle the HEAT of POP MUSIC in US?
well nobody can tell yet
but i DO HOPE that she will HIT it RIGHT!
poor Se7en and Rain looks like BoA's on HER way
to BRIGHTER STARDOM in US...
anyways... let's just HOPE
that any of these three DREAMERS
can achieve their DREAMS
though we know that its really TOUGH there
anyways.. let's take a sneak peak
on the ever controversial DEBUT SONG PREVIEW of BoA
here is EAT YOU UP

got New Shoes!!!

2008-09-11T01:31:00.000-07:00

so okay...
my DAY was a bit better than yesterday
why?
for heavens sake i have just bought myself
a new pair of DAMN HOT SHOES!
yeah i admit... it was not at its best
and the quality might not be that GOOD
but HEY... is it wrong to fill the craving of
a little BOY who seemed to find happiness
in such a THING?
and GAWD... this would not be possible
without my DEAREST MOM
hahahahaha
so here it is vvvv

me with my new shoes

isn't it wonderful?

whoa

perfect ten for that!

Dryness? KOREK!

2008-09-10T04:35:00.000-07:00

so okay...
today is our city's FIESTA
but... oh well
BOY! did i enjoyed it?
a big....
NOPE!!!
well I'm trapped at my four cornered room
MOM and DAD has been hysterical again
and DID NOT allow me to party!
oh well
HAPPY FIESTA to everyone
grrrrrrrrr
i missed everything!!!
the screwed it up!

Was LEFT...

2008-09-09T08:04:00.000-07:00

a peace SIGN... for what?

Thinking of what had happened earlier sets ME on ANGER.
The Only-Chance-Of-A-Lifetime was screwed-up by my effin DAD and MOM.
I was suppose to go to SIR JAY's house to meet some of
my dearest FRIENDS and most specially to my dearest LOVE
in which was loved by me discreetly.
I was suppose to confess a bit but it was all devastated by
my PARENTS BIG NO!
So... what will be LEFT for NOW is NOTHING.
Got no CHANCE anymore to gamble.
In short I'm perfectly DOOMED... forever!

skinnY me?

2008-09-09T07:48:00.000-07:00

hahaha nice try...
but it's not the SKINNY JEANS...
it's ME.. who turned into bones and skin
hahahahaha

that's me last December....
and now...

see the CHANGES?
wahahahaha

let me give you an overview:
~last DECEMBER I'm~
a 32 inch waistliner
~currently I'm~
a 28-29 inch waistliner

see?... hahahaha
I've made it!!!
hurray!

yeah i know..
this is a BIG SPAM
who cares... I'm BORED...

Want sOme piece of...

2008-09-09T03:40:00.000-07:00

blah...
blah....
B O R I N G

September 9, uhm...ehem...
the day before FIESTA~seemed like a ROTTEN EGG for me
harharhar... you might ask me WHY
then... here's my DAMN ANWSER!
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
why do i have to SUFFER?
i so WANT to see ######
yet my MOM and DAD won't allow
haish...
tsk...tsk...tsk...
anyways...
and FUCKING SMART COMMUNICATIONS!
damn it!... text messages are delayed...
that means LONG fucking of waiting time for me...
aish.. i so need to get ######'s OPINION...reaction perhaps
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

The MEMORY PROB!!

2008-09-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

so okay...
let me first take a deep BREATH....
haaaaaaaaaaaah.....
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!
for heavens sake!!!
i so hate my MEMORY CARD!!!
my fone keeps on restarting because of it...
what shall i DO?!
i think i DO need a new FONE SET...
second new MEMO CARD...
third I need to relax myself!!!
gosh.. thinking that my fone is still
5 months and 7 days old...
yet i can see already its STUPIDITY!
gross!!!
lalalalala...
i need to kneel more often, perhaps pray even harder
to GAIN sympathy form my MOM and DAD
to buy me a NEW one!
hahahaha~evil laughs...LOL..XD

The Heckness of MY DAY

2008-09-08T06:55:00.000-07:00

^ i so love that shades!!!..XD^

anyways tedededen...
my DAY was a BLAST!
yeah... it was FUN!
me and my friends went to the city
streets and did some window shopping
we took pictures of ourselves at the PARk
and it was effin hilarious!
the sojourn to the boulevard
was PRICELESS... of course we wasted no TIME
and did some LOVER SIGHTING there
hahahaha... but to my SURPRISE...was I?..LOL
i did found an interesting prospect...
but i was kinda hesistant because of its attitude
anyways... some of our friends decided to leave early
and those who REMAINED got a delicious TREAT
from my self-acclaimed ANAK~ J.E.
waaaaaaaaah... it filled me up like HELL!!!
grrrr... so it got me into
thinking.. what would be HAPPENING TOMORROW?
well... i should not worry no more
cause i got everything UNDER MY CONTROL
hahahaha
hoping that tomorrow would be as HAPPY as TODAY...

Finally BACK and KICKIN!

2008-09-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

wohooooo!

the 3 months long HIATUS is finally OVER!

YEp!...it's OVER!!!

I'm glad to be back at bloGging!!!

I mean this has been my WORLD eversince...

so... What's NEW 'bout Me?!

hMmmmNnn...

I'll tell you Later...XD

a little backtrack:

so the time when i was gone

i was like grrr.... i so need to back!

but... gawddammit!!!

understanding these NOSEBLEEDING CODES do

hurt a LOT... i mean not literally... but MENTALLY!!!

anyways... yeah.. yeah... I KNOW...

my new page is a BIT CRAPPY...

no.. i'm wrong... not a bit... it's a DISASTER!

LoL..XD

anyways.. i did realize lots of stuffs when i was away

and it seemed like i'm way TOO better now

than the old ME... so I guess my hiatus

MODE was kinda helpful in this term...

so...i think I'm out of damn WORDS already....

XD..

bye...?

naaaaaaaaaaaah!!..XD